I've Been Saving Myself For You (Kellic)

Chapter 14

*Vic's POV*

Since my little talk with Kellin earlier that day, I couldn't help but feel bad for him. He was right afterall, I did indeed break his heart so I shouldn't be that surprised he doesn't want to be friends with me.

Ugh, how I hate using of the 'f' word in Kellin's case. If it depended on me, then I could be lying on the couch, cuddling with Kellin. But, of course, it was my dad's fucking decision, not mine. I just wish he would change his mind somehow. I've been trying to convince him that there's nothing wrong with me dating a guy since he made me break up with Kellin, but he just won't listen to me.

I checked the time on my phone and found out that it was time for dinner so I got up from my bed and made my way down the stairs and into our kitchen. I was starting to like being home alone more and more since I'm not exactly on the best terms with my parents at the time. Yeah, that's right, not even my mom supported me when she found out about me and Kellin, she picked my dad's side, as always.

Anway, I took some leftovers from the fridge and put it in the microwave. When it was all heated up, I took it out and went to eat it in the dining room. I was about to start eating when someone knocked on the door. What the hell is wrong with people, disturbing me from my delicious dinner?!

Groaning, I stood up, walking over to the front door. I opened it, revealing very sad looking Kellin. He was glaring at the ground, tears running down his cheeks. My heart broke at the sight, I wanted to wrap him in my arms and never let go.

"Kellin?" I asked quietly, wondering what was up with him.

Instead of answering, he looked up at me and buried his face into the crook of my neck while his arms found its way around my waist. I wasn't sure of what to do, so I pulled him inside and closed the door.

"Do you wanna, ehm, talk about it?" I whispered to which he only shook his head, not letting go of me. "Okay, I have some spaghetti from yesterday, are you hungry?" I questioned.

"Ye-yeah." He choked out and pulled away from me. To be honest, he looked like shit. He had puffy red eyes, messy hair and he didn't exactly smell the best either. I walked into the living room with Kellin following me. I made him sit in front of the full plate while I sat at the opposite chair. He immediately began eating and I couldn't help but feel jealous, I was freaking starving. Never mind, I'll just get something to eat later. For now, I'm satisfied with watching the younger boy in front of me.

"Do you wanna go upstairs and talk or something?" I asked as he finished his meal and stopped crying as well.

He nodded and we both stood up, walking to my room.

*Kellin's POV*

As we walked into Vic's room, I just went and casually collapsed on his bed, burying my face into one of his pillows. I didn't really want to talk about what happened, but I knew it would come eventually. I felt him sat next to me on the bed and place his hand on my back, rubbing it, trying to comfort me.

"Kells? Will you tell me what happened?" He asked, but I just shook my head, still facing the pillow. He sighed and removed his hand. I immediately craved his touch so I turned my head in his direction just to see him lying next to me, staring at me as well. He smiled softly and I tried to smile back, but it probably ended up like a weird, sad frown-smile.

"I wanna help you, Kells, I don't like seeing you like this." He said and I just nodded, knowing that he just won't let it be and move on. "Can you please tell me why you were crying then?" He asked and I nodded again.

I then sat up and he did the same. We were sitting cross-legged, facing each other, Vic glaring at me while I was looking down at my lap, trying to find the best words to explain what had happened just a couple of hours ago. I can't just say 'yeah, me and Josh be like datin' and then he be like dude, imma fuck ya up the ass and ya be enjoyin' it, deal?', now can I? So I just started like...