thinking in verse

this entire books is lowkey just me ranting

8:04 pm

i've finally learned

what people have been telling me all along

i should have took the risk

i should have listened to them

but i didn't

and i realize now

that's the cruelness of it all

to see for yourself

what could have been yours

but the truth is it was never in reach

something unfortunate yet 

beautiful

that only when i saw it for myself

i could believe it

by the time one looks

the moment is in hindsight

and you are trapped by glass

so now i shout from the other side of the one way window 

sound proof and tinted black

even though it's no use

i say the words to myself