I've tossed and turned in my bed for countless nights. I'm unable to sleep thinking of him.
The way he won't admit that he's mine or how he won't allow himself to care for me back.
I can't help but think of how he's probably wrapped up with her in his arms or how they'd share the bed at night to sleep. Maybe just maybe he's not actually doing anything with her - I wouldn't know due to the fact that I'm so numb.
I can't stay here knowing the one meant for me is never going to be mine. He'll never give me his body and soul like how willingly I would give him mine. The thought causes my chest to get heavier until I start to feel like I'm under water. It's the only thing I've been able to feel ... and it's painful and agony.
He feels it- I know he does. He probably still feels. Yet he ignores it... I need him so badly to survive and he doesn't even realize it.
Dear moon goddess please answer me when I ask, "why isn't he mine?"
I only want his love so why did you decide to punish me?
- Aniko Klum
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The one he'd never love (ON HOLD)
WerewolfIt was a done deal. He'd never love her, he couldn't. His life and his love had been signed away to another woman. After years of agony and heartache when she finally thinks her life is on track it all comes crashing down and she has to return to...
