Love Actually// c.d

Chapter 10

"I choose... Neither of you"

"What?!" They both said at the same time 

"I'm sorry guys. It's just that I need time to think about this"

"I understand" Cameron said

"I love you guys" I said leaning in and giving them both a hug. 

I went in Cameron's house, up the stairs and into Cameron's room to get my purse. And walked outside.

I saw Shawn coming towards me and said:

"Leah, I know this is hard for you. I get it. So take your time thinking about it"

"Thanks Shawn. I'm glad that you understand" I said with a weak smile

"Ok. Bye beautiful" He said kissing my cheek

"Bye Shawn"

After like a whole hour just thinking about life. I didnt know where to go. So I decided to text Bella (The girl who helped me get suspended):

L: Heyy. Bella

B: Hey Gurl. What's up?

L: I was wondering If I could sleep over at your house for a couple of nights?

B: Of course! Anything for my besties :) 

L: Great! Thank you so much! xx

B: Lol np gurl! xoxo

I turned off my phone and I walked to Bella's house. I knocked on the door and Bella came out. She gave me a hug and I hugged her back.

"Omg. Hi! Long time no see!" She said

"Omg! Ikr! I missed you" I said with a smiled

"Come in. Come in!" Bella said and she lead me up stairs to her room.

"Omg! I love your room gurl!" I said 

"Really?"

"Yeah! I love your decor and its so big"

"Haha thx gurl!" 

"So why did you come over to sleep here?" Bella asked me

I breath heavily

"I came cuz Ive been having so issues with-"

"Let me guess, you love two guys but you dont know who to choose?"

"Yeah! How did you know?"

"Cameron texted me the whole story"

"What? Really?"

"Yeah. He really loves you Leah"

"ugh. Ik but I also love-"

"Shawn? Yeah. Ik"

"Yeah."

"So..?" She said with a big smile

"Haha. What?" I asked trying not to laugh

"Is Shawn..Cute?"

"You wanna see him?"

She nodded quickly.

So I went on vine and showed her his vines

"Zayumm! He cute!" She said

"Yeah. Ik"

"Did you kiss him?" She asked me 

"Yeah. I did"

"And you also kissed Cameron"

"Yep"

"But who was your first kiss?"

"Shawn.."

"Your very VERY first kiss like in forever?"

I nodded

"Wow"

"Ik. But the thing is that I have the same feelings for them both"

"The exact same?"

"mhm"

"Wow. That is a problem"

"I know"

"So that's why I came here cuz I dont have no where else to go. And I cant go back with my dad cuz I had a huge fight with him the other day"

"Oh"

"yepp"

"And you came here to think about it?"

"Yeah"

"Oh. Well dont worry about that right now. Lets watch a movie!"

"Wohoo!"

"Let me microwave some popcorn. I'll be right back" Bella said

"k" After she left, I checked my phone. Damn! Its 12:07am. After I unlocked it, I saw 4 missed calls and 7 unread messages from Cameron. 3 missed calls and 5 unread messages from Shawn. I didnt bother reading them. So I just wrote in my notebook until Bella came back.

"I got the popcorn!" Bella said

"WOO! #Basic!" I said 

"haha wtf Leah"

And we both started laughing. After that, we watched Pitch Perfect.

And we went to sleep