"Thosewordsfrozeme. Ididn'twant to believeit. Iwouldn'tacceptthefactthatDeVanté, themanI loved anaredfordeeplywassleepingwithanotherwoman. Andnotonlythat, gotuspregnantatthesametime, consideringthefactthatwewere both sixmonths.
Iwanted to whoophisass, tomakehimfeellikeshit. I'vecaredfor the niggawhenhewasonthevergeofdying, I carried hisdaughter and waspregnantatthetimewithanother one ofhischildren. I'veneverhadathoughtinmymindofevenshowingemotiontoanothermanbecausemymindwassetonhim. Andyet, hestillcheated. Hewentbehindmyback, andcheated. Iwouldn'tcaresomuchifitwasn'tformydaughter..."
June 8, 1994
I stood there looking at the woman like she was crazy. He couldn't have, he wouldn't have. Right?