Words Of Melancholia

Nineteen

There are days
that I can't feel anything
Just pure blank
plain and no emotion

I don't know why
I just felt it
No signs
It comes suddenly

When it happens
I just want to be alone
and lock myself in my room
then hide in the dark

I don't feel like moving
I stop myself from overthinking
I just want to feel my own heart
and count my heavy breaths

I can't explain
I lose my care for everything
Maybe I was tired
Or I was used to all of it

That I can't feel any feeling anymore
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Numb and Dumb