a long title (tw)

a bitch is going to sleep after this

I hate my mother.

She's a shit parent who had me before she was 20 and decided to dump me with her mother while she partied and had 2 more children afterwards with another man.

I've been living with my grandmother my whole life now, and my mother never fails to come around every few months and ruin my day.

I haven't forgiven her for not becoming an adult when I needed her most but it's my job to keep on living. I can't let my mother define me but I can't help but feel like I should've been aborted the second she knew I was a responsibility she couldn't handle.

I feel like I'm growing up without a mother and I don't feel like her daughter when I'm around her.