Am i deserve to be loved?
Will someone accept my flaws?
My scars?
My mental condition?
Cause im tired of people leaving me
im tired of they slowly lost interest on me
like we can laugh then suddenly it changes, they turn cold
im cold tbh but with someone right, i could be the most caring person.
But when i care, they just play with my feelings and leave
Like how could you treat me special one day and then lost interest on me?
How could from you always tell your story to me, share our laugh and call until we forget the times and then suddenly i become nothing like im being replaced and you can easily ignore me?
Our chats become different than before
Bitter
How could someone you always talk to become someone hardest to talk to?
How could someone who you can joke around become cold and change?
Im tired of this
This making my heart colder and trust less
All i want to do is scream to them for abandon me.
Who they think i am?
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mindless thoughts
PoetryShe has that deep thoughts even the ocean couldn't fathom. She has that wild soul like a big wave only few brave enough to surf. Shes wild, deep and uncontrolable. 🌟 Hope you enjoy! Go check it out , much love - Zanisca.
