Arghhh!!
I don't know anymore
Who to blame?
Me or you?
Me for wanted you too much
Or you for not wanting me back
I hate all the things i done to you
I shouldn't done all that to you
I ruined myself.
Now, I'm sitting at the balcony of my room
Light my cigarette and feel the smoke in lungs. The toxic inside of me
But i would rather feel this way rather than to feel the toxic of you in my sad soul
I want to scream
No, i want to scream at you.
I need explanations
Am i just visible to you when you're lonely?
What she done to you that make you push me away?
Can you even realize what you did?
Now, I'm staring at the moon
Holding my cigarette
Wishing you to realize what have done to me
YOU ARE READING
mindless thoughts
PoetryShe has that deep thoughts even the ocean couldn't fathom. She has that wild soul like a big wave only few brave enough to surf. Shes wild, deep and uncontrolable. 🌟 Hope you enjoy! Go check it out , much love - Zanisca.
