Depression Poems

Blue Eyed Babe

I think I fell in love with this guy

Why did I fall for the color of his eyes

He's got dark hair and lips like a rose

It's not my fault that he already chose

I wish love wasn't such a game

Because time after time it just ends in pain

After the last I was too scared to try

And just for this reason, I'm here left to cry

My heart just yearns for someone to hold

But I always lie awake, lonely and cold

I think I'm just destined to be alone

I am reminded whenever I pick up my phone

I always wonder if it'll be like this forever

My feelings are now more than weathered

Now I think that I'll just give up

When it comes to love, I'm all out of luck

I don't see a reason to give it a chance

When every time I'm reminded I can't

What is is about me that nobody likes

Maybe it's my heart that's covered in spikes

I'm know I'm not perfect to say the least

But I promise I'll do my best to please

I just want to stop being hurt

But I'm always left to dust off the dirt

Why do I trace patterns on your skin

When I know this is a game I just won't win

I know the last one hurt you too

But I'm not the one who will make you blue

I don't know if I should let go

Or keep holding on to that last little hope

I know it'll crush me like I've done before

I'll have to wait months, maybe even more

I can't keep taking this pain in my chest

I hate that my mind is never at rest

So to the boy with eyes like the sky

Who has me sitting here wondering why

You make me feel like that first sip of wine

I'll sit here and wait til you want to be mine

-K.W.B.