I grabbed the nearest object and yelled
"I don't know who you are but you better get out. I gotta weapon and I am not afraid to use it"
"camz calm down it's ju-" she immediately started laughing
"shut up it's not funny" I said putting my "weapon" down
O-o-oh my g-god. That's your weapon" she said while doubled over from laughing to hard
"shut up ok. the shake weight was the closest thing I could reach" I said while looking from embarrassment
"I'm sorry, camz"
"I didn't mean to scare you, or make fun of your weapon choice" She said while pulling me close to hug me
"yeah yeah" I said while trying to hold back my smile
"you do realize I can feel you smiling against my chest" she said which only cause me to smile more
"I love you, Karla Camila Cabello Estrabao" She said with every ounce of love she possibly could
"Camila's just fine but I love you too, Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado" I said with the same amount of sincerity
"Well Lauren's just fine" she said while giggling
"Lets go to bed" I said
"OK" she said following suit as I walked up the stairs to my room
I quickly fell asleep to the sound of Lauren's humming
This is something I could definitely get used to
*
"Hey Mani how's it hanging" I asked
It's been a while since me and ManiBear hungout. Just the two of us
"I'm doing great actually. I'm just really happy you're happy" She said sincerely
"Well trust me I have more than enough happiness to go around. I'm just glad that everything is finally right between Lauren and I" I said happily
"we're best friends. So I can tell you things" she asked but also kinda stated
"Well of course, I have a feeling it's going to be about Lauren" I said
"It is but it's not bad I promise" She said while smiling
"Well then go a head" I said
"Camila...I'm so glad to finally see you smile, like actually smile. I remember the only time I would ever see you truly happy was when you were with Lauren, even if it was before you realized you loved her, you just seemed to be your true self when you were with her. If that makes sense. you have a friends Camila and a Lauren Camila. You just seem so free when you're with her. When I see you with her I see a side of Camila that was rarely ever there. A side that doesn't care about what other people say, a side that only cares about your own happiness, and trust me that's a good thing. And trust me I love all of you Camila, but Lauren Camila is a side that needs to be out more, and don't look at it as if you're changing into someone else for her, because we all know Lauren is definitely out going, but changing because of her. Being your best you because of her. That right there is the best kind of love, No matter what you said in the past: you and Lauren really are meant for each other. I believe everything happens for a reason and even though most of the time the things that happened sucked, it really helped you mature. And Lauren as well, she finally managed to grow a pair and really let Lucy go. Imagine this: everything that happened didn't happen and you made your move sooner, what do you think would have happened?" she asked
"Honestly?" I asked
"One hundred percent" she replied quietly
"I wouldn't have seen us working out, for two reasons. One being the fact that Lauren may not have let Lucy go, not because she liked her but because she wasn't on the verge of losing me then and two, we couldn't communicate. Obviously" I chuckled
"So you see where I'm going then, right?" she asked
"yeah, thanks Mani. I love you" I said
"yeah yeah. Let's get going, your boo is probably waiting" she said while nudging me
And I did. I was always telling her it would be so much better if I could just go back and change things so me and Lauren got together quicker. But she made me realize that we probably wouldn't be here if that happened. We probably would have already broken up over something stupid, then not only would I have lost Lauren quickly I probably would still have gotten into the accident and what not. I don't care how long it took, or what happened during that time. The only thing I care about is that I finally have Lauren, and she's helping me be the person I always wanted to be. She's mine and I am hers. Nothing and no one could ever tear us apart. It's me and her against the world. and even if something happened and we had to split for a while, it wouldn't matter.
No matter how long it would take, it wouldn't bother me because I love her and I know,
I'd wait forever
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I'd wait forever (CAMREN)
FanfictionWhy do I have to love her? Why can't she see? Why does she choose her? Why can't she see she deserves more? Why does she have to be my sister? Why am I in love with the one person who I can't have?
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