Free writing

Playlist to the Dead

We all play a role in this never ending goal

The one that ends the whole soul going on a simple stroll

Who's to blame? If everyone holds the right to claim

A single text left to be perplexed

Everyone's been deceived

In this never ending dream

Makes us want to scream

Leaves our blood to run cold after we've been told

The shot ran in a certain spot

Right in his head that he shred

Pulled the trigger while he was getting sicker

Was it something internal? Was he keeping it in a journal?

Why did it have to lead to something external?

Thought we never kept secrets you must have found your weakness.

Was it my fault? Did I add on to the assault?

Couldn't you have given some clues to stop the abuse?

I get it, you never had a place to call home so you always roamed.

But couldn't you have stayed aboard?

Your ship was falling apart but did you really have to grab the clip?

Couldn't you have held the rails?

Our never ending tales could have helped

Guess you couldn't take it anymore after all the heartaches

Lay in peace release what's been ceased.

I could have done better I could have sent a letter

All I have in my mind is guilt of what I could've rebuilt.

Would it have been prevented if I weren't so blind?

Could I have made change in this cruel exchange?

Miscommunication for some carnation that lead to all this frustration.

Were you thinking about this for quite some time?

When you were drinking had you been shrinking from reality?

Now that you're gone there's nothing that can be done