I still woke up at 6, brushed my teeth right after woke up, took a bath with warm water, got dressed, school was waiting.
I still had fun with my friends, laughed as I had no tears to be showed, put my smile always, no one knew my heart was screaming, crying, hurt, and so did I.
I felt relieved
I felt no burdens
I felt great
I felt ok
I felt I was fine
I felt confused
I felt blank
I felt empty
On the sly, I waited for his name appeared in my phone, just as those days, those times, his "I love you" was a thing I needed.
My currently-played songs didn't taste the same. Once gave me warmth, they were then only stabbing my heart, deeper. Since then, no more playing those songs, the hole in my heart had been deep enough. The deeper it was, the darker it'd be.
I missed him, I felt hurt.
YOU ARE READING
Feeling and Thought of Him
RomanceThis writing contains sun, rainbow, rain, storm, sparkles and other things since he stepped into my life, since his name failed escaping from my heart.
