You haven't seen my panic attacks, because you're not in my set.
I feel so responsible for the two of you.
I'm not blaming you just saying how I feel.
I look in your eyes and feel the overwhelming urge to protect you from everything.
The only thing I can't protect you from is yourselves.
I will protect you from everything else though.
I'll take the stick and stones and words
And I'll let them hurt me.
Because otherwise,
They'll hurt you.
That's when I went silent.
The panic attacks got worse
My confidence got worse
I shut everybody out until I realised I needed SOMETHING
Anything to lean on.
I just wanted one thing in my life that I could lean on,
And not be scared that it would crumble into pieces.
