Do you know what the sucky thing is? I didn't even know I had panic attacks until a while ago. Until my English teacher said she used to have panic attacks and my drama teacher said her husband has panic attacks, I just thought that everybody felt like they couldn't breathe sometimes. Like people always sat there and waited for lifelong minutes that took up your whole existence to pass. Like everyone's minds nullify once in a while and go soft and spongy so you can't think straight but are sharp and pointed like when you hit your leg on a table and it hurts so much.
I liked it better when I thought everybody had them. I liked it better when I wasn't the minority
