Prologue

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There are two things I'm absolutely, positively sure of; people change, and the way you feel about them often changes to more than likely when they do, but one thing you'll never forget, one thing you'll never be able to shake is how you felt/feel for then especially if its and emotion as strong as love. It's like when your fifteen and you've fallen in love for the first time, when you kiss him for the first time and the sparks fly, when he looks at you and it feels like there's a swarm of butterflies in your stomach or when he touches you and warmth spreads through you all the way from your head to your toes, until one day it just stops the feeling goes away and is replaced by pain. After that your guarded, you don't want to love again because you don't ever want to feel the pain of having your heart ripped out of your chest and stomped on after you gave it up so willingly, when you shouldn't have, you blame yourself you blame him because at that moment you need something to blame, to hate and he just happens to be the easy target I mean you have made a mistake but he ripped your heart out.

Philophobia- the fear of attachment or getting close to someone in fear of getting hurt.

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