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Sorry for not updating for a while anyway enjoy this very late chapter that i was supposed to make in November...

Y/n POV

When Daveed, Rafael, Lauren left yesterday i felt alone and at the same time have more freedom than ever. On the group chat we decided to meet up tomorrow. They all had plans ready for today.

I was sitting on the couch with Mia next to me and Soccer on my lap. Daveed let Soccer stay here since he is going to be left alone at Daveed's place.

My mind was wondering on what I should do next and my mind lit up. I got my phone and the remote. I turned on the tv and put on the channel that Rafa was on when interviewing.

I then went on snapchat on my phone and checked Lauren's, Daveed's, and Rafa's story. I first looked at Rafa's and it showed the three of them in their rental car.

"Shit you think we over dressed?"

"Nah. We also going to the premiere don't forget that."

"Anyway we are looking fine just doin it movin'."

"Hell yeah!"

I then looked at the others and went to Daveed's story and the first thing was him in two braids with his gold mouth piece in an Oakland button up with jeans.

His caption: 🔥🔥🔥

I tapped my phone and I saw Lauren . She flattened her hair, wore yellow sunglasses, wore a blank tang top and camouflage pants. My eyes widen and I chuckled she looks way different.

Caption: Shit squad's lookin' lit 🔥🔥🔥

I then looked up at the tv and I saw the trio getting interviewed already. The interviewer asked questions like what made you make this movie, or what made you have the idea.

The interview went on and on. I remembered that Rafa and Lauren was going to star at Jimmy Fallon and Daveed is going to have a solo kind of interview.

I then got up and went over to the pantry with the dogs following along. Then I grabbed the dog food and put it in their dog bowl for them to eat.

I smiled and I grabbed my ear buds and my phone and started listening to Vanity by my FAVORITE artist Utkarsh Ambudkar on apple music. I then pressed play.

Look at me
Look at me
Look at me

Vanity
Vanity
Vanity

Moving me like the academy
Groupie on me like a fantasy

Look at me
Look at me
Look at me

Vanity
Vanity
Vanity

Painting the town like a canopy
They mad at me
Mad at me
Mad at me

Look at me
Look at me
Look at me
Vanity
Vanity
Vanity

Feel the humanity, ah
Pain is the canopy, ah
Blood is the canvas
Egos that brush that I paint with
Feel the sound of the bass hit
While I drown in the fake shit

Oooh Weee

Sweet smell of the validation
Meet me down in hell with the ovation
Who am I?
Just a man with an obligation to sell every bit of insecurity for the compensation

Ayo that image is my alter
It's my concentration
Those filters never falter
Join the congregation
Yeah this bodies what I offer
Yeah I'm ready for slaughter
Make me what you wanna
Come and lead me to water
Give you all that I have for the bag
Make it so heavy it drags
Make it so heavy that it breaks my back
Make it so heavy that it breaks my fucking back

Yeah, this is my life
And I'm a ruin it
But they gon say that I looked fucking mighty fine doin' it

Look at me
Look at me
Look at me

Vanity
Vanity
Vanity

Movie me like the academy
Groupie on me like a fantasy

Look at me
Look at me
Look at me

Vanity
Vanity
Vanity

Painting the town like a canopy
They mad at me
Mad at me
Mad at me

The music stopped and I looked and checked on my phone and saw the caller ID. It was Rafa I sighed and i answered it.

"Hello?"

"Hey uh Y/n bad news we are going to be away for longer than we expected."

"Oh for how long?"

"A month."

"Oh."

"Im sorry y/n when we come back we will do the onesie party."

"Hah thanks bye rafa."

"Bye Sis."

I ended the call and put my face into my hands. I groaned loudly and saw Mia and Soccer nudge my legs. I smiled a bit and crouched down to pet them.

'At least i have you guys, for now.'

I'M SORRY FOR UPDATING LATE!!

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