my life waz over

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i woke up, breathless, terrified for my life

the room was empty

i ran to the door and banged on it, desperate to get out

'Y/N SHUT THE FRICK UP DOWN THERE!!!!!!!!!!!'

i cried 

i was never going to escape

then i remembered what logan had done

he had posioned me, he had ruined my life. i thought he loved me, but it was all a game

the door kreeked open

'y/n... i think its time that we have a chat.'

it was logan

'GO AWAY, I WANT N0THHING TO DO W U'

'y/n.. i'm sorry, i am. but the truth it, i dont care about you. i never had. you were good in bed, but thats it.'

WHAT 

I THOPUGHT HE LOVED ME

I LEFT JAKE FOR HIM

'logan... why?'

'well, i didnt care about you at all. but then once you were in jakes vlogs his views increased, he started getting more subs than me. i had to change it. ever since i went to japan my channel has been flopping,  but i have to beet my brother.'

'wait... you did this beacuse of VIYTEWS??"

'yes. thats all that matters 2 me. i need the money. i need the fame. y/n, uts all i have'

'YOU COULD HAVE HAD ME LOGAN! I LOVED YOU, WE COULDVT BEEN HAPPY TOGETHER, BUT YOU RUINED IT. YOUVE RUINED MY LIFE. I HATE YOU!!'

i couldnt see throught the tears in my eyes, everything was cloudy 

i was sad

so sad

i have no one

nothing and nobody 

(reference to tiktok pls follow me starryconverse)

i couldnt stop crying, my body shook with sadness

jake ment the world to me, and i left him, i let alissa win

i passed out

everything went blacc


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