meeting my angel

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Tooday was the day

I was meeting jAKE TODAY

we had been dming for weeks and facetiming 

I know that i love jake, but when i look at him, butterflies flutter in my stomach

its like a new connection waas made 

i didnt have many frends bevcasue im poor and becasue i love jake and team10

but with jake, i felt like i belonged. 


'Y/N LEAVE NOW' my mom screeched

she was kicking me out because i couldnt work to bi her cigeretes

i had no were to live

but ill fgure it out when i com beack from LA

maybe ill start a youtube - who knows. eveyr1 tells me i have a great singing voice, i have loved signing my whole life it makes me feel whole. i write about my dperession a lot

i needed to go to the airpiort ajd fly to LAX

i have a fear of flying beacsue my dad died on a plane hes the onkly oerson who ever loved me


I got on my bike and cycled to the arport i had no momney for a taxi because im so poor and my mum is an alcihilic

i got on the plane and started to feel scared, sweat running down my face as i went as white as team 1o. 

I put on jakes new vlog, he and everyone else was cleaning up and getting ready for my arrival, im soexcited

i caznt wait to see my soul mate

i fell into a deep sleep, with visions of jake paul running around my head, making me feel dizzy and sick in love

that night i dreamt about ... things


you know


like



naughti things





like recording your neighbours without them knowing and setting a pool on fire

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