Asda (Walmart), 5:30, Tuesday, Middle of August

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Though we walk, undoubtedly
among the rubble in the bubbles
of our projections, interpreting shadows
bounced from (plasma-roped)  insides of spheres -
give an odd glance; get an odd response
(are we striding with flies unzipped?) -
yet sometimes we feel we're too transparent,
see that cast, sparsely to populate a store,
wheeled out from somewhere, God knows
what dark hospital of synchronicity:
today the vague, the feeble, awkward, isolate;
the man decked out in muscle who
doesn't know what to do with it - shy, aggressive,
apologetic, dismayed, rolling shoulders like the briny:
a little sharp-faced man in a loose suit, black tie,
should be sitting in the Square Pint in Kenmare, Kerry,
says defiantly as I stare, "I'm Irish and proud of it!"
A vague woman pushes her trolley right in to me;
yet her eyes seem to have fixed on me -
the mind behind has wandered down the aisles.
I wonder if I am a ghost, stepped on, backed into
and the last was a shop-worker - no apology.
The faces seem like Italian pre-Renaissance paintings,
bitten, haunted, bulging eyes, sunken cheeks,
expressions barely overlaid with blank civility,
such desperation riven-nailed to split the wood;
such routine ground deep down to lift the stone.
Is that me, then. Is that really me? And yet I doubt.
Having portrayed it, I've transcended for now.
It counts for now and now will have to do -
since we cannot make time dance deep overmuch.

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