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Holding the pain,
Losing my sane

Streams of tears i shed,
Millions of voices in my head

My mind is racing,
My limbs are shaking

My heart is wrenched,
My soul is clenched

Holding my pen,
And i count to ten

Memories of you i try to write,
And will try to swipe them from my heart with all my might

The way you look at me,
Like i am the only one you could see

The roses you brought for me,
And the morning coffee

Made me feel we had special connection,
No one to mention

You pretend to hide me from all the darkness,
But you were the only one who was stealing all my brightness

Everytime you said "I love using you",
I wonder why I always misheard it as "I love you"

Burned all the photos i had with you,
Wish i could also burn the memories i had with you

You were the worst thing i ever had,
I was the best thing you ever had.