I deleted your messages which had been in my phone for two years. I never had courage to lose my last memory of you until that moment i cried out loud missing you. You are so pathetic c'mon man moving on, a part of me said. The part i often ignore.
I re-read thousandth time, you said im sorry for everything without any excuses in the end of your text, i didn't even have power to ask explanation.
I was confused. You were that perfect to be forgiven.
