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I regret it all
I regret saying yes
I regret kissing you
Loving you
Believing you
And I mostly regret meeting you
You made my life so wonderful
That when I found out the truth
It made my life a living hell

When I heard the moans around the corner
I thought it was some horny teenagers
I was going to ignore it
But I heard a voice
A very, very, familiar voice
Telling another that he loved her
I hate that the voice belongs to you
I trusted you
I let you in
I loved you
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I'm so pathetic
Cause even though I'm supposed to hate you
And yell at you and be angry
I just can't
You and your stupid self will always hold my love
And I really wanna beat the living shit out of you for it
But if I did, I'd just kiss you all better
I HATE YOU KIM NAMJOON!
BUT AT THE SAME TIME I ANGRILY LOVE YOU!
You are the reason my emotions and my brain are fighting.
Neither one can figure out how to feel.

I knew you saw me see you because as soon as I was there you pushed her off
You chased after me as I ran away
Just so you know there wasn't a single tear in my eye
I knew it would happen.
I
Knew
It
And so did you

You kept trying to get my attention all day but I refused to give it to you
So you did what you always did
You wrote me another letter
I kept this one too. It made me laugh

Dear you,
I'm sorry
She kissed me
I heard you say you loved her, I saw you kissing back.
It wasn't my fault
I love you too much
So please don't be angry with me.
I can't stand not being able to talk to you.

I flicked you off and you were hurt.
Guess what dick-wad
So was I
Was
Get that part in your head cause I don't want you thinking that I still think of you.
Instead I just watched as you kept passing me note after note
And you know what?
Now that I think about it, I think it's time I write one back.
I mean you'll never see it...but just in case you do I want you to know that
THIS IS NOT A LOVE LETTER

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