I regret it all
I regret saying yes
I regret kissing you
Loving you
Believing you
And I mostly regret meeting you
You made my life so wonderful
That when I found out the truth
It made my life a living hellWhen I heard the moans around the corner
I thought it was some horny teenagers
I was going to ignore it
But I heard a voice
A very, very, familiar voice
Telling another that he loved her
I hate that the voice belongs to you
I trusted you
I let you in
I loved you
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I'm so pathetic
Cause even though I'm supposed to hate you
And yell at you and be angry
I just can't
You and your stupid self will always hold my love
And I really wanna beat the living shit out of you for it
But if I did, I'd just kiss you all better
I HATE YOU KIM NAMJOON!
BUT AT THE SAME TIME I ANGRILY LOVE YOU!
You are the reason my emotions and my brain are fighting.
Neither one can figure out how to feel.I knew you saw me see you because as soon as I was there you pushed her off
You chased after me as I ran away
Just so you know there wasn't a single tear in my eye
I knew it would happen.
I
Knew
It
And so did youYou kept trying to get my attention all day but I refused to give it to you
So you did what you always did
You wrote me another letter
I kept this one too. It made me laughDear you,
I'm sorry
She kissed me
I heard you say you loved her, I saw you kissing back.
It wasn't my fault
I love you too much
So please don't be angry with me.
I can't stand not being able to talk to you.I flicked you off and you were hurt.
Guess what dick-wad
So was I
Was
Get that part in your head cause I don't want you thinking that I still think of you.
Instead I just watched as you kept passing me note after note
And you know what?
Now that I think about it, I think it's time I write one back.
I mean you'll never see it...but just in case you do I want you to know that
THIS IS NOT A LOVE LETTER
YOU ARE READING
Not A Love Letter [KNJ] ✔
Fanfiction(COMPLETED) The story of a girl written through letters that no one was supposed to see