It's you I want. -Timothée Chalamet

Part 7. Wrapped in his arms

I woke up in bed remembering yesterday.

I couldn't help but smile.

The sound of ma's music blasting in the kitchen didn't bother me this time. Instead, I hummed along to it.

I got out my bed and made my way to open the curtains. It is so beautiful outside.

I make my way downstairs and greet everybody.

"Hey baby did I wake you up again I'm sorry."

My ma said while giving me a kiss on the cheeks and serving me biscuit and sausage.

"No ma you didn't."

I said looking at her while smiling.

I sat down and ate my breakfast quickly, I was really hungry.

"You best slow down girl before you choke."

Ma said looking at me concerned.

"Sorry ma I'm just hungry."

I say quietly.

After I finished I went upstairs and got ready to start my day.

I'm going to make it my duty to see Timothée everyday because I'm certain he's my forever love.

I said bye to my mom and dad and told them I'll be back at 4:30. It's only 11:45 AM.

I lied to them and said I was seeing Eli.

Their is no way they can know I am in love with a white boy.

I make my way to Timotheè house knowing I'm risking everything.

Again that same feeling in my chest taunts me.

My stomach feels like it dropped to my stomach.

The door opens and it was him.

I let out a relieved breath.

"Hey suga."

Timothée said leaning on the door.

I smiled and looked down on my feet.

My cheeks where getting warm, I was blushing but he couldn't tell.

"Hey."

I said all sweet like.

"Come in beautiful."

He said looking at me up and down smiling.

I looked both ways to make sure I wasn't followed and made my way into his house.

I took out my shoes and we made our way into his bedroom.

I sat on a chair perked right by his bed.

"Somewhere over the rainbow" quietly played on his radio.

I started humming to it not even realizing I was until Timothée said.

"Your humming voice is so cute."

I instantly stopped and looked at him then chuckled shyly and said,

"Thank you."

This boy makes me so shy and nervous. Their is just something about him.

"What are your fears Gona?"

Timotheè said out of know where.

He sat down and his bed and was now facing me. His attention all on me.

I sat there taken back by the sudden question by then finally answered.

"Getting killed, losing my loved ones from getting killed... the list goes on. Being black ain't easy Timmy it just ain't."

I said looking at Timothée dead in the eye with each and every word said.

He didn't know how to reply.

It was dead silent.

"Anyway, what do you wa-."

I started but Timotheè interrupted.

"If anything where to happen to you Gona my whole world would fall apart."

He said with sadness and anger in his eyes and voice.

I grabbed his hand and rested it on their.

Then said,

"Nothing will baby as long as we keep what we have on the low everything will be okay."

I whispered our lips close together.

He nodded and then kissed me.

It felt like an eternity.

Every time our lips went apart he kept telling me how much he loved me and how much he cared for me.

I crawled on his bed and we embraced each other.

My head was on his chest and I heard his heart beat going in sync with mine.

"I love you so much Timothée."

I said looking up at my baby.

"I love you to... Suga."

He said, attempting to wink but failed at it completely.

"I swear boy if you call me "suga" one more time."

I said hitting his chest playfully while laughing.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry."

He said laughing quietly then kissed me one last time.

With that kiss,

I went to sleep in his arms again.

Hey y'all. This chapter might have been boring but I haven't updated in almost a year so this is just something to read :) I'm trying to get back into writing I haven't wrote in a long time cause I simply lost interest but like I said I'm trying to get back on it :) Hopefully y'all enjoyed !