You Could Never Love Me

Next chapter.. I told you

The coughing felt endless and the taste was horrific. My throat was sore and I couldn't tell weather I was dying or dying. I lay in hospital bed waiting for someone to come in. But no one does I am. Alone. I look up at the pale white ceiling. My eyes fill with water and every time I blink water strolls down my cheek. I miss my babies where are they. I hear a knock at the door. I turn my head and with a croaky voice I say "come in"

Its stephan and he has the twins a smile spreads across my face as they run on to me hugging me. I rap my hand around them and kiss each one on the head.

"alright settle down" stephan says with a worried look. I look over at him as he comes over. He sits on the corner of the bed as the kids lay one on each side. I ask them if they wanted the T.V and they said yes so, I put on Peppa pig and let them watch it. Eventually they fall asleep and so does Stephen, but he has moved to the chair next to me. I press the assistance button and a nurse come in. "can I please get a blanket" I ask. she looks at the twins and smiles. She nods her head once and walks out. She comes back in with three other nurses and three beds. They place the beds across the room, one is on one side and another on my other side. They had to wake stephan up before doing it but he got up like nothing and crawled in the beds with us. We all fall asleep this time. I wake up at 6:00 to do my chemo and then once my chemo is finished its around 7:00 so I ordered food for all of us to eat for breakfast I walk in he room and the kids are still asleep stephan is in the bathroom. Hear slight sobs in the bathroom. I knock on the door. "stephan, are you ok?" I ask

The door unlocks he is on the floor and still sobbing I walk over to him and get down on my knees and crawl over to him. He breaks down and