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All our conversations?
All of us doing stuff? Talking sharing telling secrets? Cuddling and other things?? Did it mean that little if not nothing to you that it's just that easy to throw away!!!??!

So your just gonna throw me out like some piece of old clothing that you just used! Why would you do that... do I mean that little or nothing to you that you can just do that??

So you're just gonna leave me.. our friendship meant nothing..? The time we got close meant nothing? I mean nothing to you?

Because you actually meant something to me.. unlike how I meant nothing to you..

Because.

I thought you cared about our friendship.

That it meant something to you.
I thought that I helped you with things in your life.

I thought I was helping maybe make things easier maybe a Bit more bearable for you. I was trying to help.

I thought we were close. I thought you cared about me.

I thought the time we shared meant something to you. That it made an impact on you.

But I guess I thought wrong.

Thats what I get for thinking.

Idc if I don't know much about you at all I accept you as the person you have told me you are. And how am I taking this too far? I'm just showing that I care and don't wanna lose you.. but it's obvious you don't care if you lose me..

And now I'm losing you.. No I don't want to forget you cuz you were a very close and very dear friend that I trusted when you said and promised you wouldn't leave me!!!

But like they say promises are meant to be broken..

I don't get why I believe anyone anymore when they say that they'll stay with me forever.. It's all fake..its all lies

Well that's good for you then. I'm proud of you. I wish you luck and farewell. I loved being friends with you I really did and I will always think of us as friends. I'll miss it. I hope you can maybe remember me. I hope I made an impact on ur life. I love you, goodbye.

So I am so officially done rn..

That all just happened during my conversation trying to get my friend to stay.. But it didn't work.. fml..

Thats everything I said to try and make her want to stay.. But I guess I'm not enough to make anyone want to stay.

I love you all okay.

Admin infires37 out 💜