I woke up again to a small dip in the bed. I faintly opened my eyes and saw Jin sitting next to where my stomach was. I sat up and he smiled.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"Twelve fifty-six," Jin answered and I sighed.
"I have to go...Yoongi wanted me to leave earlier..." I said standing up. Jin sighed and stood up as well.
"I heard what happened."
"I don't want to talk about it."
"Y/N...what are you hiding from Yoongi..."
"I can't tell you."
"Y/N."
I sighed and looked down, "When Kookie and I got drunk, we kissed."
Jin nodded, "Now Yoongi knows."
"How?"
"He's standing outside the door.."
"Jin..." I whispered, fear building up in me. I pushed open the door and Yoongi sure was there. He looked at me wide-eyed as if he didn't expect me to walk out.
I shook my head and walked away, ignoring Yoongi who kept calling my name. I can't trust anyone. I walked down the street, my heart racing. I couldn't believe Jin did that.
I got to my house and walked in, shutting the door. I walked to the bathroom and looked through a draw. I found a small blade and took it out. I cut a small sad face on my wrist and ran cold water over it.
Tears slipped from my eyes and I sat on the bathroom floor. I did this to myself. I always hurt myself no matter what the situation.
I cried there for what seemed like forever before I heard a knock on the door. I stood up and wiped my eyes. I walked out of the bathroom and to the front door.
I opened it and saw Yoongi. I instantly put my wrist behind my back, not wanting him to see it.
"You did it again..." he whispered.
I nodded and he sighed and hugged me. This shocked me but, I instinctively hugged back.
I cried as the blood from my wrist stained Yoongi's gray shirt.
I stood there hugging him, feeling numb again.
"You could've told me..." he whispered.
I nodded, "But I was scared."
He pulled away and looked at me, "Don't ever be scared to tell me something. I'd rather you tell me then find out on my own."
I nodded as another tear rolled down my cheek.
I let him step in and shut the door. I sat down on the couch and he sat next to me. I curled up next to him as he put his arm around me.
We sat there in silence, just thinking. I messed with his hand as he dozed off.
I began dozing off myself and let my hand drop. My head fell onto his lap and I just curled up there.
When I woke up, Yoongi was already awake. I looked over and saw him looking at my wrist. I yanked it away and said nothing. He was tracing the cuts and it hurt seeing him do that.
I stood up and walked to the door, Yoongi following me. I opened the door and walked out into the yard. I looked up at the sky and just looked at it.
I heard screams and turned around. I heard two bangs and fell over with a thud.
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So, this is the end of this book. It only ends on a cliffhanger because I'm making another book after this. It's still going to be a Yoongi x Reader but, from Yoongi's POV. So, I hoped you enjoyed the sixteen chapters. There will be more to come in the next book after I have a book for each member finished. So, it may be a while. I don't know.
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