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I might seem happy but I'm not.
I wished you loved me.
Don't believe my facial expression cause it might be fake.
I wished that I could love you again.
I'm not so social with you cause if I am you insult me.
Why cant I have a simple life.
You break my heart.
Don't act like you don't know what you did to me.
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You see perfect and give a standing ovation
I see a monster in a disguise.
And you ask what's my disguise?
Haven't you notice yet,
I'm surprised,
I'll tell you anyway,
It's the sad shining light in my eyes.
Fake smile
But when I wake up... I choose a different mask to choose.
And I choose the same one everyday,
The mask that shows me as,
Tough faced
Happy faced
I never choose the sad one.
Cause I try to make YOU happy.
Than making myself happy.