Leaders ( bellarke ) the 100 fanfic [ book 1]

Chapter 53

( gonna be a short chapter . have school and stuff now . :(. )

Clarke :

I look down at my hands .

Her blood was on my hands .

The girl who saved us all was dead .

Everyone dead and livings blood was on my hands .

It will always be on MY hands .

If anything happens I feel responsible .

"Then leave " I say to Anya trying so hard to keep my face straight .

" I'll kill you " she fights

"Then do it . " I say and walk away .

No matter who's voice I heard calling my name I kept going straight.

Wells always calmed me down when I was this upset .

But he was dead .

My dad always gave be reasons for me to be upset and that it's normal .

But he way dead .

My mom always told me is get over it soon .

And for all I know .

She was dead to .

"Clarke -"

"Clarke ! "

I hear bellamys voice call getting closer and closer.

" Just leave me alone " I say not stopping.

" It's not your fault. It's not anyone's . it could've happened to anyone ."

" It doesn't matter. "

"No Clarke it - "

" I need you to leave . I need all of you to leave. Ok ? I can't keep doing this. Not now . not anymore . "

" Your being irrational "

" I'm being smart " I say back .

" People wanting to kill us isn't your fault . we didn't expect that Clarke . them comming after us isn't your fault . " He says .

Bellamy :

I knew how much this hurt her .

She didn't deserve this.

This was breaking her. I could see it in her eyes . in her face . in her voice.

" We've all killed . we've all sinned . and we've all rebelled. " I say and then keep going.

" Except you . " I say and she looks up

" You've killed to save . you stayed pure . and you paid attention when all of us didn't . Your the reason all of us aren't dead. "

" I'm tired Bellamy. I want to go to sleep knowing I'll be alive tomorrow . I want to talk to people knowing I'll talk to them Again. "

" I know princess . "

After a moment of silence she speaks up.

" I'm going to get water " she says and walks off.

I nodd and then the flashbacks start happening .

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