"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...,"Sana covered her eyes with her right arm to hide her tears. Sana didn't know anymore whether she still feels love whenever she had physical touch with Jimin. Whether she could call that lovemaking or just sex. Whether this relationship kept going on just because of lust. Her heart seemed frozen.

***

Jimin put his phone on the table before he watched the night scenery outside the window. Seoul's night sky, twinkling stars and street lights. Although being in his hometown but it has no difference with the nights in America, lonely and quiet. His job had finished, his online study had already been learned by him. There's something that is missing. Jimin turned his head to his side profile, a lonely smile greeted the cold and quiet wind gush.

"Yoongi-ah...Sana...,"

Jimin then looked up to the sky. The wide sky. What is Park Jimin to be compared with earth and the wide sky. Jimin always knew, money and position couldn't make him happy and he wanted his parents to feel the same. The most important in this world is love. Then, can love be forced? Are love and affection same? What Jimin felt right now is losing. Jimin lost Yoongi's figure whom unknowingly already being in his side for years when he was all alone in his big mansion and office. And the most important one is Sana. Jimin clearly has already lost the old Sana, Sana who can make his world beautiful.

"Don't be sad...you're not alone. You're never alone,"

Jimin startled and immediately spun around to the entrance direction. Suddenly his office room's door already opened but there was no one who come in. Jimin was stunned when he found a recording doll. A little girl doll who sat on the door's frame. Jimin looked around to find who gave him these dolls.

Yeah, these dolls. A little secret that Jimin never took seriously. After he lost Mina, Jimin has always being accompanied by these mysterious dolls. With many quotes which told him to not sad and keep strong. After he heard Yoongi's confession, for a moment Jimin thought that Yoongi did all of this. But Yoongi was already nowhere to be found, he didn't come into his life anymore. And Jimin knew, the one who meant a lot for Yoongi right now is not himself anymore but none other than Sana.

"Who sent you here?"Jimin asked whilst examining the doll.

"I want to see you...,"a drop of tears escaped form Jimin's eyes, falling down to the doll's face which he holds.

"You said I'm not alone...but you never show yourself in front of me,"

*Save Me*

Yoongi knew, going to this place won't help him at all. He knew, this would never be a good idea to cure his heart or even forget that person. However, his foot couldn't just stop and directed to this place. Always this place. The place which holds untold story. The bad memories for him also for that person, but here also they shared a gentle affection.

Yoongi's step is halted and quickly he hid behind the familiar tree since years ago. A long haired girl with figure he knows so well is standing on the lake side. He had no idea about what she is up to because the tree he used to make as his rest place was kinda far from the lake. Yoongi stood still for a long moment, watching the figure he missed so much. His body was frozen, he was dying to run and hug her, keep her forever in his arms. But he held his desire, everything is already over.

Yoongi sighed weakly when he saw that figure suddenly squatted down and hung her head low. That man narrowed his eyes, checking whether the girl is crying. And yeah. She was crying. Sana cried until her back heaved up and down by her sobs. Yoongi's heart is ripped apart upon seeing that and with trembling hand, Yoongi took his phone out his pocket.

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