Save Me

Living Together, Learning?

Yoongi was staring at his room ceiling. His thoughts were everywhere. He used to think of something, of someone -Jimin. But now there's someone else that break through his mind, Sana. The weak Sana, the innocent Sana, the too tender Sana and Sana who understands his sorrow. The moment when Sana kissed Yoongi softly with tears ran out from her eyes slapped Yoongi quiet hardly. Yoongi had never felt an extremely pain inside his chest in his life before but he felt it. He felt it right when he realized that Sana understands him.

It was anger, hatred, guilty and also relief. Yoongi was pissed off because the person who successfully notice and understand his sorrow is someone he hates the most in this world. The person who broke his heart because someone important to him was snatched away. The person he wanted to eliminate in this world if only he never considered Jimin's feeling. But now? Right now Yoongi didn't want to eliminate Sana. Who want to lose the only people who could notice the sorrow signals that he radiated quietly the whole time?

If only Sana wasn't this kind hearted. If only Jimin fell in love with a person like Seulgi, Yoongi would be happily destroy that snake girl. If only Sana wasn't that gentle and fragile as he saw -when Sana cried and went insane in Myeongdong- maybe Yoongi could easily skin alive Sana. But Jimin was really unfair, Jimin was really smart. He fell in love with the most gentle girl Yoongi has ever met. Sana is like an innocent kid, too fragile and soft, shining brightly like a sunflower. Everyone wanted to protect Sana. Everyone including Kim Taehyung. But Yoongi didn't. Yoongi still hates Sana so much, Yoongi is jealous and envy, but Yoongi is powerless too. This is unfair for him.

If only Sana was pretty mean....

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"Stay with me Sana,"

"I don't want to rush but from now on, stay with me in this house,"

Jimin locked his eyes with Sana's hazelnut orbs. Sana couldn't say anything for a while. Inside of her head she wondered whether Jimin is kidding, whether Jimin is serious, whether Jimin is losing his mind.

"That's impossible Oppa...my parents...,"

"I already got permit from them. Actually a week ago I visited your parents,"Jimin smiled. Sana widened her eyes. Jimin visited Sana's parents?!

"W-what did you tell to my parents?!"Sana asked as she's panic by the sudden information. Jimin bursted into laugher.

"I told them that one day I'll marry you. That's why I want you to get used living with me. Well...that's all...,"Jimin explained. Sana could feel her body is warming with blood running so fast. She covered her agape mouth with both of her palms. Jimin laughed then released both Sana's hand from her mouth.

"I told you that everything shouldn't be rushed if you're not ready. But I want to make everything assured,"Jimin pecked Sana's pointed nose.

"Because I can't lose a girl named Minatozaki Sana,"now Jimin pulled Sana into his embrace and kissed her crown. Sana hugs him back, quietly she shed a happiness tear. With Jimin, Sana felt loved and valued.

"Oppa, let me take a bath first,"Sana said when Jimin already laid her body and hovered to kiss her. Jimin stopped and chuckled but he didn't move from Sana's body. Sana pouted her lips because she felt embarrassed right now.

"I haven't changed my clothes since yesterday, I haven't showered. I must be smelled bad...,"Sana half whispered. She was so embarrassed. Instead of understand and let the girl leave the bed to take a bath, Jimin resumed his activity. He kissed Sana's lips softly.

"I slept beside you, this morning I hug you. I don't even understand myself why I like how you smelled eventhough you haven't showered at all,"Jimin blushed when he confessed to her. Sana's face flushed red again upon hearing that.