The New Proxy (currently editing)

A Different Pyscho

It's been a week since I lost Sky I've tried so hard to get over the fact I lost my child. I haven't killed in days I sit in my room and trudge around the house. I see sally play with Gray his eyes turned into a gray brown hazel since the death of his sister. Toby tries helping me but I end up getting frustrated with myself. Jeff tried helping I ended up hurting him, same with slender I walk with my head down my eyes have turned into a dark blue grey. Hurricane is worried I might never come back from this I sit starring at sally and Gray play just imagining Sky there. Toby tapped my shoulder I looked up slowly his face showed no emotion his eyes showed a bittersweet pain his eyes soften when we made eye contact. Hurricane walked in the kitchen where I was standing. Outside a bitter brutal blizzard raged outside she handed me a cup of hot coca I took the mug and my cold hands warmed up quickly. Toby put his hand in the small of my back and looked at me, I knew what this meant he was leaving for a while for a mission I sighed deeply "I'll be back anna" it's been a while since someone called me anna "I know but" "I know" he kissed my cheek and gave me a hug and leafy when he opened the door the cold wind hit my and I shivered. I sighed when he was out of my sight this time of the year it takes him weeks sometimes months to get back just the thought of him being gone made me feel useless. I turned around to see Jeff standing there with his everlasting grin. I looked at him and walked around with my head low Toby would get mad at me if he saw me talking to the other ones.
Two months past
I walked down stairs to the door opening it was early February winter was still raging in the forest Toby walked in the first thing he did was hug me he had such a gentle hold yet possessive. He was way taller than me, me standing at only 5,2 and he being 6,0 I felt very protective and loved.