you told me you loved me,didn't you?
the laughing boy in front of me looked happy,why was he happy when he had just been rejected a week ago?
he was smiling and making jokes with me, teasing and grinning.
i don't understand.
is it because what i said,what i did,wasn't enough to create an impact on his life? rejecting him wasn't enough to make him feel anything?
am i really that useless?
so useless that even when i did something against his wishes,it didn't matter?
i clutched onto my long sleeves,my wrists aching for a feel of a blade after so long.
"y-yoongi hyung,i'm ti-tired."i smiled softly, "c-can we go back now?"
