My Doctor

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Ming complied with our deal ... I had to talk to my uncle to work with him on the weekends to pay for Ming's meals, mine and Beam's too... It was the only way I found to spend more time with him... I pay his lunch in exchange for elementary physics classes... It's not that I need it the truth is just simple math... But watching him every day at lunch time and after school is worth it... It's been 6 months already and still, I know he's seeing that laboratory professor... And that fills me with rage... I don't dare to confess him that I'm in love with him... When I think I don't have an opportunity to make him fall in love with me... I see him smile like today and it fills me with hope

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Ufff... Beam called me and said that today he couldn't give me classes... I sense that he will see that idiot of P'Pha today... I get angry and jealous just by the thought of them together... So as an imbecile I skipped the last class and I'm here... In the storage room praying to be wrong

* noise of door opening and closing *

📞 - P'Pha I'm already here ... Hmmm I'll wait for you
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*five minutes later... door noise opening and closing *

- Beam... Come here...

- No... Let me go... You said you wanted to talk

I knew they are here ... Damn 🤬 !!!

- Beam come on... You know you want me as much as I do... he says while bending Beam over the desk and tie his hands with his tie... My wife doesn't mean anything to me more than to maintain the social figure that my family desires... lick and bite his ear

- I said no!!... Let me go!!... what you do with your life has nothing to do with me... At first I accept to be with you because I thought I loved you but we already talked about it... Leave me alone !!!

*falling boxes noise*

Shit !!... For wanting to hear better what they were saying I leaned too much on the boxes and drop them

- and who you are??

- Forth... What what are you doing here ??

- so you are Forth... I hear him say while I watch he gobble Beam in a hug and cover his mouth with one hand

- yes and you are the married imbecile who has as a lover his stupid student

No!!!... What em I saying ??... That's not what I meant to say

- Okay so we both like the same toy... I hear him say while he has Beam imprisoned with one hand and I see how the other disappears inside his pants... If you want we can share... But if you say something about this I will make sure that your scholarship is taken away from you

- Fuck!!... I stare at him with anger but I can't say anything else... If I get the scholarship removed I will only not be able to see Beam... I will fail my mother and Ms Sophia who have fought so hard for me to be here

-P'Pha let me go now !!... You also have a lot to lose if this is known... You still defend and worries about him Beam... I didn't meant anything in your life... I feel that my rage increases with each word

- Okay ... I don't like conflicts... But I told you he's not worth it... We'll see each other when you calm down... He tells Beam as he let him go and then leaves the room

- Forth he will not say anything... So you also keep silence... Is the best... The best ??... You only think about him damn it!

- You know what Beam... If someone knows about all this... You and him will be in trouble, right??... I tell him approaching a step at a time... You can be dismissed from the faculty and him could be fired???... No!!.. What I'm saying??... So why should I be threatened by you or him??

- what... What do you mean Forth??

- It pisses me thinking we had a thing going on... I've treated you kind, but it seems you like it rough... So I'll keep my mouth shut, but instead let me fuck you

- so all this time... That's all you wanted??... Fine!!... You are no different than him!!... You want this body??... You can have it...

- Beam... I...

- GO ON!!!... DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH ME!!!... BUT YOU BETTER BE BETTER THAN HIM!!!... He says taking off his clothes

- FUCK BEAM!!!... ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVOKE ME???... HOW DARE YOU COMPARE ME WITH HIM??!!!...

- FUCK MEEE!!!...

- FINE !!!.... Just don't cry afterwards as you did with him
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*10 minutes after*
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*thrust.... thrust... thrust... thrust*

- ahhhh... Ahhhh... Forth harder... mmmm hmm... Ahhhh... Ye yesss

- Damn Beam... You feel amazing... I'm cumming!!

- ahhhh... Ahhhh... FORTH!!!

- That was incredible Beam... I love you... I see Beam standing up with difficulty and get dressed

- I hope you are satisfied... Clean this mess and get the hell out of my sight from now on

- wait!!... Beam... What??... he turns to look at me and he was crying... Not like the first time I saw him do it... Back then it was angry tears... Now they are of disappointment and pain

I was so mad... But I thought I'll be okey... We were going to be OK... He responded to my kisses and every touch... He was felling good too... Was I so wrong??... Why??... He doesn't love me as I love him... He accept to do it with me to safe P'Pha... So what's with that attitude??... Unless

- Beam... Do you... love me?? ... I wanted to asked him... But it was to late he was gone