18/09/2012
It's only been 2 days since I last wrote a letter but I definitely need to write this down.
I told you.
Not really but I feel like you understood what I was telling you.
I was in my bunk when I heard you come in with Ally. You were both talking about the tour and how we'll be amazing and everything. Then Ally left and you were by yourself.
I didn't know you were still there so me being me said "why do I have to like you"
You replied "what?"
I came out of my bunk to see you shocked faced looking at me.
I played it off to be something else and you seemed to buy it but a part of me thinks you know I like you. The way you always look at me like you're trying to suss me out.
If me hardly saying anything made your face like that, I dont know how you'd react if you ever found out properly.
I'm always dreaming of telling you. Most of the time you freak out and I wake up or you just start laughing. I really hope you dont find out.
Camz x