Cold Meets Bully

Chapter 40

Zein pov:

Where the hell am I? I scan the surroundings but I it's only pitch black. 

Like my heart

Napailing nalang ako at naglakad nalang. Baka mapadpad pa ako kung saan kung maglakad ako. This can't be hell. The last thing I remember I passed out in the garden. "But why the fuck am I here?"I just continued to work.

Napakunot noo ko na makitang may liwanag sa harap ko. And I can hear noises. And I started to run towards it. That I shouldn't have done. Napatigil ako sa nasaksihan ko. 

My heart started to race and my breathing became ragged. When will this nightmare stop? "Stop"napaluhod ako sa sahig at napatakip sa tenga. "I said stop"madiin kong sabi. But the gunshot didn't stop so as the scene. 

"I SAID STOP! STOP THIS NOW!!"sigaw ko. I wan't to divert my eyes but I can't. Nagsisimula na bumigat yun paghinga ko. "AYAW KO NA! PINAGSISIHAN KO NA TO! SO STOP NOW!"how many times I plead and beg the scene didn't stop. 

Like I'm stuck in a fucking loop. "Please ayaw ko na"my voice cracked. "Buhay siya! So tigilan niyo na to! Di ko na kaya!"iyak kong sabi. "Are you fucking happy now!"galit kong sigaw ng maipon ko na yun lakas ng loob. 

"HE'S FUCKING ALIVE! AND HE DOESN'T REMEMBER ME! NOT A SINGLE THING ABOUT ME! IS THIS THE PUNISHMENT OF WHAT I'VE DONE?!"galit kong sigaw habang nakatingin sa kalangitan. 

"I'VE SUFFERED ENOUGH! I BECOME A DEMON JUST TO FIND THE JUSTICE! I KILLED PEOPLE JUST TO SEEK THE PEACE! JUST TO SEEK THE JUSTICE THAT THEY DESERVE! THAT HE DESERVE! BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! THE JUSTICE I AM SEEKING ALL THIS LONG IS USELESS! BECAUSE ALL ALONG HE'S ALIVE!! IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT FOR BEING A DEMON?! I HAVE ENOUGH! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!"galit kong sigaw habang patuloy na umaagos yun luha sa mata. 

"YES I BECOME A DEMON! BUT I'M STILL A HUMAN BEING! WHY? WHY ARE YOU PUNISHING ME?! WHY?!"galit kong sigaw sa kanya. But I didn't get a reply. Galit kong tiningnan yun nasa harapan ko. 

"Then so be it"mabigat kong sabi at tumakbo sa gawi niya. There's only one thing to stop this pain. And that's to die. Mabilis ko hinarang katawan ko sa harap ni Alex. "I'm sorry"is the only thing I managed to say at him before the gun man pull the trigger.

Pinikit ko mata ko. Dying might not be the answer. But for me yes. I might not go there because of my sins. But I managed to end the pain, the suffering I have been carrying on my back. I closed my eyes waiting for the bullet. "Idiot"napadilat ako na may yumakap sa akin.

And just like what happened to the past. He block the bullet that was supposed to be mine. "Wh-at th-e fu-ck"utal kong sabi. But he only smiled at me. "Wa-ke u-p n-ow"ngiting sabi niya sa akin. 

"ALEX!!"sigaw ko sa kanya ng matumba siya. But I didn't get a chance to catch him, dahil pabalikwas akong bumangon habang hinahabol yun hininga. So it was really a nightmare. "But it felt so real"mahinang sabi ko at nakatingin sa nanginginig na kamay. 

"What felt so real?"napatingin ako sa kaliwa ko at nakita ko siya. Natigilan ako na makita siya. So it wasn't really a dream. He's really alive. "What felt so real nerd?"malamig niyang tanong sa akin.

I didn't answer him, I just stared at him for a while. And my hand move, like it has it's own mind. 

Alex pov:

Is she deaf or what?

Di ko alam kung bakit nila ako iniwan dito kasama siya. I didn't know her. Fuck I barely know her because of my stupid twin. I don't want to get near her. Because she's giving a weird vibe. And my head is hurting like hell since I met her and her crazy friends.