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lyrics coming soon

i decided to do the 8 letters album lyrics in here so. it will probably be next chapter. dont worry i will still choke you with tea.

n today, sis i got the tea. [9/19/18]

okay so i was fr so shy around tim n never talked to him buy now i like jacob and we actually talk. wth
and im not shy around him. l like him. tf

what is thus. its weird ive never talked to sum1 i liked. shit.

i wanna ask him to go to the movies on friday with jennifer and alot of other ppl. but if my mom finds out there is boys there she wont let me go. so i have to keep that from her.

there is like 5 boys going and like 17 girls. sksk
and i wanna ask jacob but i dont know if he likes me. i mean i heard brandon talk ab it twice soo.

if i ask him i have to tmrw and, im scared. shit.

i swear if he says no. i mean if he says no ot better be bc his mom said no. tf. and i have to keep it from jennifer, she dosent know i like jacob. the only person who knows is alejandra.

im just freaking shook rn. jacob is the only person who i liked who might actually like me back. sksk

i cant wait. but we r seeing the nun, ive already seen it. kms. i saw it with my sister n her bf. i was the third wheel smh. bye

also today was the 20th soo...

i told jennifer, n rutva, katia, kaylee (new girl alejandra dont like cuz she a cloutchaser n will tell jacob. but i dont fucking care. if i like him, i like him. lmao)

okay tmrw me n my friends r going to the movies n i was gon ask jacob but im scared to ask him myself.

i asked jennifer to but shes annoying. but im happy for her bc her n erick started dating.. yay

unlike me n jacob

sigh.

like fr i want him to go. cuz he always looks at me so i assume he likes me but im not 100% sure.

n today alejandra was yelling at his insta post ab his lil brother named makenzie. its cute.

so i was playing with a hair tie and i put it on my knee as a sling shot.

and it flew to jacob. im

bye.

it didnt hit him it hit william but still. he looked at me and i was embarrassed lmao.

then jennifer gave me a balled up gum rapper n told me jacob gave it to me n.

bitch

i was all happy.

then

it wad just a dumb gum paper jacob threw at me. and

my heart like, sparked when i got it.
then i realized it was nothing.

tmrw ima put a gum rapper in his locker saying "i like U"

shit.

i need to figure out his locker tho.

its sumwhere by mine.

heha

oh n i put different days in this chapter cuz the next chapter is gonna be some 8 letters lyrics ha.

okie ill tell yall tmrw.