Millions [Poetry]

saturday waves, sunday's wishes

saturday waves, sunday's wishes

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he was my every stolen sky, webbed into my heart. I'd give all of nature's gifts to feel his soul again.

for distractions are nice, but they'll never compare. once upon a time, my fingers wove through the sun's hair. we crashed into summers, hiding smiles, oh not yet - glances in the dark that I'm convinced we're not meant to forget.

we made this sky, and now as I sunbathe, I cry tears of stardust, and close my eyes again.

and I'll admire the passing, I'll delve into fantasy. it's the only thing that keeps me from losing my soul. my heart's been allured, caught trap yet again - but nothing could ever be the same, compare to him.

the days go on mercilessly, the days without him creating millions of seconds of pure agony. the anniversary creeping up, being hushed by a fear, nobody else needs to know what happened last year.

I'll pine a little longer, stare at shades of blue - but when I stare, all I really want is you.