We talk everyday. Texting, calling, we make plans all the time. To see each other to feel each others presence. To see each other's face when we talk to each other. You always tell me that you feel like face to face conversations are better than being on the phone. Which I agree but you make me nervous. You don't know that though. You don't know that everytime I see your name pop up on my screen my heart tightens and I feel my throat constrict, my heart picks up a few beats, but you'll never know. You won't know how I feel, how you make me feel. It's a secret it stays with me till I go. Till we are able to meet again in another lifetime.
