letters ➸ niall horan

18.

niall,

i know that i shouldnt because its silly as fuck, but i get so damn jealous and upset when people put it on their twitter bios 'njh/5' 

1) im happy for them but i feel like theyre making fun of me because i dont have a follow from you 

2) i feel like shit because i wont be on your followings list  

3) you wont know i exist 

its all pretty stupid, really. the follow. 

but i just want to dm you every single day telling you how much i love you. and ill never be able to do that.

-diana.