life is
getting shitty again
but i can't seem to talk about it
haven't been able to explain
in quite a while.
maybe it sounds like an
exaggeration to say that i've lost all of my friends
but i spend every day alone
in my house
and they don't text me back
making it very easy to feel
like i am right back at square one.
entering a new and strange
and scary and overwhelming world
completely and utterly alone.
spending every day with
an aching inexplicable sadness
that i can't seem to rid myself of.
will this
ever
end?
