April 28,2018
She almost stayed. Almost did leave my life to be a broken mess. He almost did abuse me, he almost didn't leave me with the nasty scars he did, when he would beat me he always told me "you deserve it" that everything I did was almost good enough.
I was 12 years old when I almost didn't break skin to bleed because I thought I deserved it. 3 years its been since I've started and even more scars appear making every part of my perfect skin ugly.
He almost loved me, maybe if I gave him a blow job he would've, or if I gave him a piece of me. He gave me a fear of love because he almost loved me.
How many people almost loved me I can't even count on one hand bringing me lower and lower each time. They almost loved me. She almost didn't break me, she almost kept me in her heart and I almost had a mother. He almost didn't hurt me and I was almost perfect. I almost didn't hate myself, but almost is never enough.
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Girl genius
PoetryA book of poems, for any emotion. Trigger warning!! Some adult content? I mean if your triggered by depression and stuff like that don't read some of the poems! Thank you
