Your fault.

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You watched Jungkook walk away from school. You stood, shocked, unable to move. It was strange... this feeling.
You knew the feeling. It was not something you had never felt before. You just did not like it.
You wanted to move, but you simply could not.
And you hated Jungkook for making you feel that way. You looked up to the sky: Aish. Why am I like this.
Class:
After your surprising act, the entire class was chaos. Namjoon was immediately by Tae's side.
Namjoon: Yah... are you okay? Do you need anything? Gosh I can't believe her!
Tae... was quiet. He was frowning, something classmates had never seen him do before.
Tae: something...is not right...
Namjoon: what?
Tae: Something is very wrong.
Namjoon: No kidding! Y/n is crazy!
Tae: No no... something else.
Namjoon: Taetae now you are talking nonsense. You just need some rest that's all.
Namjoon: And where is Seokjin?! We have an injured kid!
He rushes out the door.
It was strange. Kim Seokjin, the most feared teacher in the entire school, was frozen. The entire classroom from his view was a blur. The teacher stood at the front, watching the whole scene fold upon him. He looked down at his fingers. They were shaking.
He looked at his kids; kids screaming his name, tae staring at the floor, Yoongi sleeping, hoseoks seat empty, jimin laughing. Suddenly, you barged into the classroom again. The whole classroom was silent. Acting like as if you didn't care, you sat down on your seat. The kids moved away from you. Seokjin gathered his senses 'do your job poperly'.
Jin: Welcome back Y/n. Did you cool off?
Student: Cool off?! Are you serious?! Is that all you are going to say to her?!
You: actually no. So if you would kindly do your job and tell your students to put their noses in their own businesses, that would be great, thanks.
Seokjin took a deep breath. Don't budge.
Jin: Gladly. Everyone, quiet down. I know this morning was very hectic but we must start class.
Namjoon walked in with the nurse. He saw you sitting in your seat. He frowned.
Namjoon: Why is she still allowed back in here.
Jin: no questions. Sit.
Namjoon sneered: now you're letting her control you.
Jin: sit.
Instead of walking towards his desk, he walks furiously towards yours. But someone gets out of his chair, and steps in his way.
Tae: Yah. Teacher said to sit.
Namjoon: I can't sit while she is still in the room.
Tae: I will not let you near her.
Namjoon: What?! Yah, listen to yourself.
The entire class, including you, was surprised.
Why was he acting like this?
Tae: Jist trust me ok? I'll explain everything later.
Finally, Namjoon went to his seat.
Jung Hoseok entered the room.
Jin sighed: Three tardies. Y/n. Hoseok. Yoongi. Tsk tsk.
Jin takes out a few papers from his drawer. He gives one to the three of you.
Hoseok: What the hell is this?
Jin: There are questions. That's what the hell they are. Now. Out of the three, choose a partner. Ask them these questions. Turn them into me tomorrow.
Hoseok: how do you know we won't make the answers up?
Jin: I already now the answers.
You: And if we don't do the paper?
Jin smiled: I'll be sure to invite your brothers and sisters for family day.
Yoongi raised his hand: teach.
Jin: Yes, Min Yoongi.
Yoongi: I'm going to have to step out of this punishment.
Jin: you may be excused.
Namjoon scoffed: Are you kidding me.
After school:
Tae: Yah, are you ignoring me,
Namjoon continued to pump the gas for the customers car.
Tae: waaa I fone all the way here to hang out with my friend, and I get the gift of nonexistents, what am I not smart enough for you?
Namjoon: No. it's not that.
Tae: then what?
Namjoon glared at his friend: you know very well.
Tae: Are you ignoring me cause of Y/n? Do I look like Y/n to you?
Namjoon: Don't you have a job?
Tae: Not until later. Do I really look like her?
Namjoon fell silent. He was obviously not in the mood for games. Tae knew exactly why he was upset. He just wanted to avoid explaining.
Namjoon: you said you would explain later the way you behaved? Care to now?
Tae sighed: She's not bad, ok? Trust me.
Namjoon: Stop truing to see the goon in everyone! Clearly she's exactly like the three in the back!
Tae: She's....hurt. There's a difference.
Namjoon looked up: Waaaa Tae for once look at the facts. You've known her one day. You do not know anything about her.
Tae: And neither did you. And I didn't see you having a problem of befriending her. You've had a crush on her since she came.
Namjoon looked fluster: what?!
Tae: Dont think I wouldn't have noticed.
Namjoon: I don't like her anymore.
Tae: Namjoon she is hurt I am telling you.
Namjoon: No. you are the one who is blinded. I tried to protect you, the class, and you stopped me.
Namjoon: I don't like. And I have facts to back me up. What do you have? Gut feeling? You might as well say Yoongi is sweet as well!
Tae: Namjoon! You know me. You know what I've been through. You think this is gut feeling without any experience?
Tae: I know she is hurt. Give me one day to prove it.
Namjoon: Taehyung-
Tae: think.
Tae: Was there ever a time I did someone that would hurt you in the end?
Namjoon sighed: fine.
Tae: YAHHH THERES MY GOOD FRIEND!
Say, can you take a break from your work?
Namjoon: What now.
Tae: Let's lie on the ground and look at the stars.
Namjoon: Eh?! Why so sudden?
Tae pouted: Ah Namjoonieeeee
Namjoon: What in world-
Tae: Can you please leave work. For once. The stars look great out here.
COME ONNNN
Namjoon: If you're right...
Tae: If I'm right you must give me your dessert at lunch for a week.
Namjoon: Deal. But what I was going to saw is that if you're right, I am very worried.
Tae: Me too. But together we can fix it, I'm sure.
Namjoon: how do you know?
Tae: Is there anything we weren't able to accomplish together?
Namjoon: Yah. Don't you think you're being a little too cheesy?
Your home:
Jimin: YAH! Y/N! I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE!
You come outside: what.
Jimin: Yahh That was a pretty good stunt in class.
You: Sorry, I wasn't fishing for compliments.
You begin to close the door.
Jimin: Yah yah yah ok ok!
Jimin: Are you doing that punishment of yours?
You raised an eye brow.
Jimin: I take it as a no.
Jimin: Well. My friend Hoseok was asking if you could do it with him.
You: Hell no.
Jimin: If you don't, I'll let lay know you quit.
You: Are you shitting me right now.
Jimin smiled: hey. You're one of us. You know how we work. I'm sorry, but I'll for whatever for my buddy.
Jimin began to walk off.
Jimin: to be honest I didn't even think you care about that job.
But you did. Why? You had no idea... perhaps you were proud of finding a job?
The coffee shop:
You sat quietly infront of Hoseok, pencil and paper in hand. This was the most awkward thing you have ever done.
You: Should we start?
Hoseok: Huh? Oh uh yea sure. What are your hobbies?
You: got none. You?
Hoseok: me neither.
You: Ok... uhh how many pets?
Hoseok: None. You?
You: same.
Hoseok: What is your favourite ice cream flavour....whaaaat
You: I don't eat it. You?
Hoseok: Me neither. The hell is up with these questions.
You didn't quite understand the point of the excersise either. What was jin trying to teach you two?
You asked him about his first time on a roller coaster, if he has been to the beach, his favourite movie, book, colour, instrument. And food. You asked what he wanted to be when he grew up.
The answers were; I don't know, or I don't remember or no.
You didn't understand jins point. And it was getting frustrating.
You knew jins threat of bringing siblings day was targeted at Hoseok; why else would he ask Jimin for you to help him out. But what?
You flipped the paper to the back. And you froze. You realized jins intentions.
On the front, there were boring uncessessary questions.
Questions he knew you would not even bother answering. The back was a different story.
Looking at the questions, you even thought they were too personal. Jin has made the front look easy, yet on the back he put all the personal questions.
Hoseok: Hurry and ask. I hear you have somewhere to be no?
You: You sure? These are pretty serious.
Hoseok: I need to finish so yes
You sighed: Tell me about your parents.
Hoseok blinked: my father was an asshole. My mother was and addict, but she was sweet when she wasn't drunk.
You: Was?
Hoseok: was. They are both dead.
You could tell Hoseok was uncomfortable.
Hoseok: And you?
You: My dad is an addict, my mum is a cheater. They are still very very very much alive.
Hoseok: I see. I heard you were cold this morning, I doubt it at first, but now I can confirm.
You: I will take it as a compliment.
Hoseok: my turn to ask. How can you talk about your parents like that?
You: like what?
Hoseok: You're heartless. You have no emotion. Do you feel sad for them?
You shook your head.
Hoseok: Why?
Your expression darkened: that's not a question on the sheet.
Hoseok our his hands up in the air: Alright alright I'm sorry. Soft spot. I get it. Describe your house situation.
You: don't care. We do our own thing.
Hoseok: I see. I just live on my own. My aunt comes by to check on me sometimes.
You: ok. Describe your siblings.
Hoseok froze: that's not a question on the sheet.
You: Oh excuse me. Let me rephrase; why don't you want your siblings to come to family day?
Hoseok: that's not a question Y/n.
You: I agreed to help you. I deserve one question. Otherwise, I can tell teacher that I never worked with you.
Hoseok: I don't talk such shit. Come on. You get it.
You: Stop saying that I'm one of you guys! The hell does that mean?!
Hoseok: Fine! I'll answer.
Hoseok: You want to know why I don't want them to come?
You: Yes. why?
Hoseok smirked: because I don't like them very much.
You rolled your eyes: that's not a full reason.
Hoseok: Oh but it is a reason. Next time you try to play games Y/n, you'll be sorry, thanks for the talk. Enjoyed it.
Hoseok left the cafe. You gritted your teeth. He had played you well.
At home:
After the first day at work, you and jimin were exhausted. You heard the singers voice again, but you were walking in the kitchen, so you could not figure out the source.
You walked towards your house, and see Taehyubg sitting against the wall. You were surprised.
Tae: Hello, Y/n. I am not a stalker. Just a friend.
You: I don't want any, thank you and good night.
Tae: Come on. You don't have time for me?
You: No. no I do not. Can you not take a hint?
Tae grabbed your arm when you tried to leave. Your reflexes kicked in.
You twister your arm out his grasp, and twisted his arm behind his back.
Tae: YAH AUAHAYAHAYAHAYAHHH
Realizing what you had done, you instantly let go.
You: I'm—-sorry——I didn't—
Tae: you didn't mean it. I know.
You were confused. You had never met a person like Tae. he was too kind. He was too...innocent.
For the first time, you had found someone whom you never wanted to hurt. And that was Tae. But you knew if you were to close with him, he might end up getting hurt at the end. So, you wanted to avoid him.
Tae: Y/n-Ah. Let me help you.
You: With what?
Tae: Anything! I feel like a bad friend..
You: How many times do I have to tell you WE ARE NOT FRIENDS!
Suddenly, a crash comes from inside your house.
Tae: What was that?
You: Leave. It's not safe
Tae: After hearing that? No way!
Tae walked towards the door, ignoring your calls. He opened the front foor, which was unlocked. He was greeted by your father.
Father: Who the fuck are you. A telemarketer?
Tae: No I'm Y/n-
Father: Get the hell off my property.
He lifted the wine bottle in his hands. Tae closed his eyes, bracing for the impact. He heard the crash. But he had not felt the pain.
He opened his eyes, and saw you infront of him, your arm raised, covered in blood.
Tae: Y/n-
You spun around: I told you it was not safe! Go!
Tae: I'm not going to leave you here with that lunatic!
You: he's my dad! Trust me!
You: I don't want to hurt you.
Tae froze. It was as if time itself had stopped. Suddenly, someone pushed him aside.
Jimin: Get out. You can't handle this you wuss.

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