Isn't it sad
When you aren't even up
To having your birthday
Or even enjoying it
But it's already all planned
And then you see everyone there
Everyone so happy for you
In a space filled with people
You have to try to force yourself
To look happy
When you feel the most pain
The most alone
You wishing you were
Dead this year
But you found you were cursed
To live another year instead
It kills you
To see everyone happy for you
Because they don't have
Any fucking clue
Of how your feeling
At your own birthday party
You just want to sit up in your room
All party long
But it was so planned out
And so thought out
You can't be rude
To your party guests
Birthday parties
Where you feel all alone
Are the worst
Especially when you have
Everyone there
Except for the one you love
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Youthful Struggles
PoetryThis book is a collection of poems I have written from going through a bunch of hardships I know other teens are suffering through right now. I hope this book can give someone comfort to know their not the only ones going through this. These picture...
