Fall Down {TaeBin}

VI

Taeyang's pov

After we let go of him we quickly changed clothes before the manager comes to get us. Once we're done we go out with all our things and meet the manager outside.

- Kids CEO Han called me, FNC is throwing a party at the agency to celebrate your first win, he said

- YEEEESSS, we all said in unision

My « yes » is a fake one. I'm very happy but I'm definitely not in the mood to party. I guess I'll have to hold my tears a little longer. We got in the van, the manager told us the party was going to start at 9pm so we have 5 hours to get ready and go to the agency.

- Manager hyung who will be at the party ? Chani asked

- Everybody. The CEO, the artists, the managers, the staff and the trainers

- Oh okay, Chani replied visibly satisfied by the manager's answer

The ride home was longer than usual as there was a lot of traffic jam. I usually don't mind it but now I'm getting very impatient, all I wanna do is cry on my bed. I ended up falling asleep after resting my head on Hwiyoung's shoulder.

When the van got to our dorm I was the first one to get off, I heard the others laugh saying that I probably wanted to pee. I got in the shower first even before SF8 entered the house. I was feeling kind of relaxed. I don't know how much time I spent in the shower but I understood I had to get out when I heard the members whine at the door.

I quickly exited the bathroom with a towel around my hips and went to my new room. Should I ask Hwi if I can go back to my former room with him ? I know he won't mind but I'm afraid Youngbin will get offended and think that I don't want to sleep with him anymore.

I'll deal with it later. I dry as I look for an outfit I can slay with tonight. I may be depressed but people don't have to know it so I'll rock my best outfit and act like I'm happy with my life. I find it and quickly put it on. I take my phone, it's 6:30pm I still have 2 hours and a half, the others are busy showering or waiting for the others to get out. I know what I'll do in the meantime I hope Youngbin will let me because I really need it right now

I look for him in the dorm I hope he's not showering. I eventually find him sitting in the kitchen drinking tea. I sit next to him

- Hyung ?

- Wow Tae you fresh as fuck

He likes my outfit. I know he's not very fashionable but his compliment means a lot to me.

- Thank you hyung. By the way I wanted to ask you something

- What is it ?

- C-can I go and see Mino hyung ? I won't be long I promise I'll meet you guys at the party

- You really can't spend a day without seeing your boyfriend, right ?-he teased- Okay but be at the party on time and I'll tell the manager you are at the restroom

He really is the best.

- Thank you so much hyung