Too Late
I met you in the dark, you lit me up.
" Hey, you look familiar? Are you James? The one wearing eye glasses back then when we were in highschool?"
After seven years, I saw you again.
" Ryena?"
" Yup. It's me."
You make me feel as though, I was enough.
" So why are you here right now? It's too late. Waiting for someone?"
You saw me sitting at the near bench in the City Light looking at the stars.
" I'm just thinking a lot. "
" Love? "
" Yes."
I want to tell you that I'm thinking of you. The one that I've been loving for several years.
" You are a good man James. Just wait and your love will come soon."
We dance the night a way. We drunk too much.
"Can I hold your hand like this, Ryena?"
" Ofcourse."
It's our reunion. All of our classmates are here but only you caught my attention.
I held your hair back when you were throwing up.
" I wish I could return back the time, Ryena."
Then you smile over your shoulder. For a minute I was stone cold sober. I pulled you closer to my chest.
" James..."
And you asked me to stay over. I said I already told ya. I think that you should get some rest.
" Stop crying, darling. This time, I'll stay."
I knew I'd loved you then. But you'd never know.
" I am afraid of rejections. I wish I already told you that I love you since we were in highschool. I've wasted so many chances."
Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go.
" I'm sorry because I am too weak, Ryena."
I know I needed you. But I never showed
"If I ask you to give me a chance right know, will you give me? This time, I'll fight for you."
I wanna stay with you until were grey and old
" You know we can't. It's too late James. But I want you to know that I love you also. I am secretly loving you since we were in highschool. I am already married. This is so damn wrong."
Just say you won't let go.
" I'm sorry James. Someday you'll find your girl. I love you but we can't be. It's too late. Please let me go."
