NERD SasuNaru (Mpreg)

37. Love always hurts

—-Six weeks later—-

~Sasuke pov~

"Sasuke?" I heard Naruto call my name softly.

he was sitting on one of the high chairs on the island in the main kitchen eating some weird bullshit he asked me to make him while I worked on our homework.

"Hm?" I replied as I stayed more concentrated on the work in front of me.

"Sasuke." He calles again sounding a bit more annoyed and I sighed.

"What?" I said now annoyed as I finally took my eyes of my laptop and looked up at him. The annoyance clearly showing on my face now. After all this is the eighth time in the past thirty minutes that he's called me for something while knowing I was trying to do not just mine but his home work as well.

"Excuse me! Did you just-." "No! im sorry, im just tired. Whats wrong Naruto? Do you want another one ? Something else ? What ?"i asked cutting him off as soon as I could.

For the past six weeks he's only become worse. At first he would just stay on one side of the house while I'll be on the other. The only time we would spent together was when we slept in the same bed. But then he just became this ball of i don't know  an emotional monster.

Has he always been like this? 

He will sometimes be all happy and would want to go out and see more of the land and Hawaii. Then suddenly he would be all sad and angst and cry over everything that Remind him of home or the fact that he thought he was fat or just anything. Dammit he cried once because In the intro of Elmo, elmo didn't say he loved him.

He then gets angry over everything! He threw a fit because he thought I was cheat on him with the maid! The fucking maid fuck all I did was say good morning to the girl! She's was also in her forties! 

He also has random sex drives! He would just come out of nowhere and want sex! Okay.. you know what I really don't mind that one.. besides the point he's driving me insane!

"C-can i ask you something?...." he said all shy now! Great I forgot about this one. He would act all shy and terrified of me sometimes. Which makes no sense after all he's thrown a fucking knife at me before!

"Anything." I said as I tried to stay calm. He's pregnant sasuke, he's pregnant.. this is some how fucking normal just breath.

"O-okay...Um..since I could remember.. you would bully me.. why? I don't understand what I ever did? Am I really that ugly? Is it because Im different.. blue eyes..blonde hair..? I-I mean you don't have to tell me I'm just curiou- I mean never mind forget I asked I'm sorry!" He said and I looked at him shocked while he had his head down as if waiting for me to do something.

What was I supposed to say.. even I don't know why, or at least remember why. " look at me." I said and he did as told quickly fear clearly in his eyes as he looked about ready to cry.  I studied his face for a bit and then what I could see of the rest of him. But all it did was make my heart speed up. Dammit.

"Your not, your not ugly, nor Is it because your different.. dammit Naruto everyone ive introduced you too has said your beautiful." I said a bit mad and jealous and my heart just won't stop beating faster and faster as I felt my face heating up as he looked at me. I quickly turned away from him. I don't like that it feels like he can see right threw me.

"Yeah they have but, I want to know what you think of me.. is it my glasses, my hair.. Am i to disgusting to look at.. is that why you won't look at me in the eyes for more then a few minutes?.. I don't understand you sasuke.. I don't understand what I did to make you hate me so much but yet.. you still choose me over everyone in our class in our grade in this world you picked me.. the person you obviously hated so much. The person you would corner after school everyday and beat the hell out off. Why me? Why me for everything?..Why?.For years it's always been me... it's so fucking obvious that you despise me anybody could see it. But yet you would beat anybody up if the so much as put a hand on me without your permission for years. I just don't get it. It's like you were protecting me from everyone but you would also turn around and do what all those people would have done to me anyway. Then when I told you about how I kissed gaara, or when you saw sai and neji kiss me you blew up. As if me having sex with any of them would be like if I cheating on you or-."