Afraid [✔] (Joshler)

fourty two

we went to taco bell together today.

we both ended up with bits of burrito in our hair.

we arent very mature.

but for the first time in months,

you laughed.

a real laugh.

then we went to my place.

i wanted to kiss you oh, so bad.

we danced around my house like idots,

listening to Chase Atlantic until sunrise.

it was the first time in awhile,

that i wasnt thinking about wanting to die.

thank you josh.

i like you, josh.

if only i could say that outloud.

maybe one day.