Afraid [✔] (Joshler)

thirty three

it had been eight months.

i totally forgot about you.

until i saw you

walk inside my petshop

hand in hand

with a red head.

and suddenly all these emotions

were fighting there way back

and i almost died

seeing you with somebody else.

except unlike brendon

this girl, whose name was debby,

was nice.

pretty.

funny.

you had no reason to dislike her.

you looked different too.

your head was full of natural brown curls.

that looked oh, so soft.

you looked happy.

not the same happy as you did with me though.

something about this happy you had

seemed fake.

i know fake happy.

ive been there.

hell, i still am there.

or maybe this was your real happy

and fake happy was when you were with me.