Save Me

Tzuyu's Special: Taehyung, the One I Love (Part 1)

"I've never expected that everything would end like this,"Sana's gaze now looked sad. Tzuyu knew, it was really not easy for Sana. Sana clearly loves Jimin genuinely, it made Tzuyu couldn't blame her.

"But with Yoongi, I really don't feel less at all. I feel complete. I'm selfish right? I'm a mean girl, our school's girls were right back then. I'm selfish and cruel,"

Tzuyu heart crumbled when Sana wiped her tears, but she tried to smile strongly.

"Sana, what's so wrong for being a cruel and selfish person...if it was to get your own happiness?"Tzuyu squeezed Sana's hand. Sana smiled and nodded.

"I understand. There's someone who I can't forget as well. I can't forget his love...even though I know, who I love the most,"Tzuyu averted her gaze outside the window, looking at the blue sky. It was soothing. Tzuyu's heart was calm because she could recognize and understand her heart properly.

"Tzuyu, you must let Taehyung know your feeling. You deserve to be happy. Taehyung deserves that too. If you were me, even if tomorrow would be my last day with Yoongi, as long as I can love him properly...that's enough already,"

"Sana...this is not easy...,"Tzuyu almost whispered, but her voice sounded strident even though it muffled. Her head ducked, hiding the pain. Sana was right but she was not as brave as Sana.

"Leaving...is not an easy thing San...because I think about him, I won't him suffering if I left,"

Sana bit her lips pretty hard. Even she who heard this already so painful to her, how about Taehyung? Upon hearing that her bestfriend said if she left this world. FYI, Sana was her family's only child and Tzuyu was already like her own sibling, her soulmate, her other half as she named her on her phone. Realizing Tzuyu's real condition really made Sana's heart tightened. She didn't want to lose Tzuyu, she even didn't want Tzuyu to think that she will disappear.

"Then, what's the difference with now Tzuyu? Taehyung has already became like your shadow, he even lives in your house...,"

"He forced that,"

"And he always said he loves you right?"

Tzuyu heaved a breath. Sana was right.

"Actually I'm the one who's afraid...,"Tzuyu looked at Sana with painful stare.

"I'm the one who's afraid if I'm not ready to die because I'm happy with Taehyung,"

"Tzuyu...,"Sana rose up and hugged Tzuyu from her side.

"There's no one who is ready to die. No one who know when will we die. But to be happy, everyone have right to get that. Ah no, it's a must,"Sana whispered while hugging Tzuyu who could only swallow her tears upon hearing this milky white skinned girl.

*Save Me*

"There's no one who is ready to die. No one who know when will we die. But to be happy, everyone have right to get that,"

"Your condition is great Tzuyu. As long as you consume your pills regularly and able to keep yourself from the infections, everything will be alright. Nowadays the researchers are developing more sophisticated cure. Well, it's not promising to clear up the virus from patient's body but paramedics believe that this cure much more effective than ever,"doctor Tiffany said, she was Tzuyu's doctor ever since before.

Tzuyu has never been satisfied with explaination or empty hopes. Even though Tiffany told her that her condition is great and under control, she can live normally but Tzuyu has never felt happy and satisfied. The virus was like a sleeping bomb inside her body. If it was triggered by something, then everything will be disappear quickly, live span will be reduced.